How do I describe today?
Well, first of all you should know that for a year, I went out with a guy called Declan. I really loved him. Then, somehow, everything went badly wrong a few months ago and he paid far too much attention to what his friends told him to do.
Which (of course) was to be horrible to me.
It totally broke my heart, but I'm pretty much together again.
Arseholes.
So yesterday, by best friend (Lauryn) announces that Declan likes her, and she likes him. She asked me if it would be OK for her to go out with him. To her credit, at least she asked. And I said yes. It's her life, it's his life, I don't own either of them. And anyway, what better way to get over him?!
OK, so Lauryn and Declan are an item. And I'm going back out with Ryan, who I went out with for a little while recently, but we took a break. My fault.
Now I really think I'm in love again... I hope it goes better this time.
